I am trying very hard not to retch.

According to this asshat, nobody knows how to sing the hymns I sing. That the Torah, which is one of the greatest works of art throughout the centuries and was pretty much the reason for the art of caligraphy in the west and illumination, did not in any way contribute.

Basically, this guy says that I don't exist. So, as a bisexual Jew I am aparently covered in fucking white out.

I am. Not having a really good day/week/month about Christianity appropriating my entire religion and culture and going 'lalalala, but it's so old and forgotten and useless'.

Thank you, though, for being disgusted. Which sounds as weird today as when I said it a few days ago (because it's totally all right to pray for a friend's Jewish soul; it's expected after all, to save us!), but I mean it. I am fucking grateful that people look at shit like this and go what the freaking fuck and try to change it.

I don't have any particular suggestions for where to look for teaching tools yet, but give me time to calm down and ask a few people. And calm down.

Er. Sorry for being confusing and angry in your journal :/