Yeah....I mean I have a lot of these chronic health conditions because I wasn't able to get treatment at a point when that could have really made a difference, because I had no health insurance, and I didn't get health insurance after grad school until I was declared disabled (quite a while) because I couldn't hold down a job. And I kind of got used to the extreme lack of care and not being anyone's health priority. But having to just sit around and wait and hope and wait while the BMI that has been held against me for nearly all my life finally JUST MIGHT work in my favour, for once, because I am apparently also in MORE danger from this virus than some other populations, but there's no sign I may be given any priority for it based on what my state politicians think....that's a new one. It's been really fucking me up for the past several weeks. (Seeing state after state throw away mask mandates and open businesses back up right before a very possible B.1.1.7 surge while we're in the "eye of the hurricane," also not helping.)