Quick update to my last post

I haven't finished responding to everyone's comments on my last post (which I will do soonlyish), but I wanted to thank you all for weighing in.

Josh and I talked about it, and he helped me to realize that I am letting my fears for Emma (and my incandescent rage at her pediatrician and that pediatric rheumatologist we saw) cloud my judgment.

So, I've made an appointment with the rheumatologist (Nov 3), and hopefully that will lead to some kind of diagnosis and treament for me. We'll see.