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1. So the MRIs are not happening tomorrow. The authorization is still pending and is slated to be closed next Wednesday. However, the person I spoke to earlier was wrong; if the insurance denies it, I can still get the scans and pay for them myself. And the imaging center thinks it will be no problem to get me in quickly after the decision is made on Wed. So one way or another, I will soon be getting the MRIs. This is just a delay.

2. Some good things: Emma has an appointment to get a vaccine tomorrow! I got Margaret Atwood's latest book of poems in the mail from

misbegotten today! Fiona and I played outside for an hour and a half (she had a half day today) and saw tiny bugs and crawfish and flowers and a wee, wee feather stuck on a blade of grass.

3. It's all going to be okay. It really is. I am going to breathe, and it's going to be okay. I cannot live at a fever pitch of anxiety. *hugs you all*