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The Listening Game by Adrienne
Fandom: Toy Soldiers
Pairing and Rating: Billy/Joey; Adult
This was my first rebellious movie, the first movie I watched despite being forbidden to do so. We watched
Toy Soldiers at Sandy's thirteenth birthday party, five or so girls huddled around a tiny TV and eating popcorn while braiding each other's hair. This movie further cemented my infatuation with Wesley "I got a fucking machine gun" Crusher and began my lifelong love of the boy who would grow up to be Middle Earth's
gayest most loyal hobbit.
Toy Soldiers resonated so strongly with me as a teenager; the adults can't fix the situation, but a group of kids can outwit a terrorist strike group. I've also always been a major fan of angst and so I found Joey's death incredibly compelling. I rewatched this movie a year or so ago and was floored by all the slashy subtext I'd missed the on the first viewing. From that moment on, I've wanted TS fanfic like breathing but unfortunately could never find any until now. This fic strips away all the cheesiness of the movie and leaves behind its emotional intensity, the rawness that sometimes takes you by surprise. If there's gotta be only one TS fic, I'm really glad it's this one.
I Would Not be You For a Kingdom by Jane Carnall
Fandom: Charlotte Bronte's
VilletteRating and Pairing: Lucy/Ginevra; PG
I am very fond of
Villette. I taught it several years back and while most of the students hated the novel, several really got what what Bronte was trying to do and made the teaching experience a true joy. Ginevra is such a fascinating character and what this fic does is offer us a femslashy and completely believeable explanation for her strange repulsion/attraction to Lucy. This fic very much inhabits the spirit of the novel and is a wonderful read.
Puerio Solivagi by Dira Sudis
Fandom: Dead Poet's Society
Rating and Pairing: Charlie/Todd, Neil/Todd; PG
I hate to reduce this to a pairing because there really isn't one even though there's a snog or two. This is about the hole that Neil leaves behind and what the others do to fill it. *cries* I was once obsessed with this movie and although I no longer remember every single line of dialogue verbatim, I do still remember the way this film made me feel. This fic takes me back to that place.
The Childing Autumn by Elizabeth de Epee et du Mot de Eau
Fandom: Dead Poet's Society
Pairing and Rating: Todd/Neil; PG
This fic is structured around the idea of firsts and it's seriously gorgeous--beautiful language that makes my heart ache in the most pleasant of ways. It's set in that magical time before everything falls apart, but we know what is to come and that knowledge hurts. The third paragraph from the end through the fic's conclusion is pretty much as close to perfect as anything I'd ever care to read.
In Truth No Beauty by Epigone
Fandom: M*A*S*H TV series
Pairing and Rating: Winchester/Klinger; Adult
This should not work. It should not work at all. It should not be beautiful and inevitable and right. It should not sting so much at its end. But oh, oh, it does.
the hours between dawn and nothing by anotherjuxtaposition
Fandom: M*A*S*H TV series
Pairing and Rating: Hawkeye/BJ; PG-13
This is one of those marvelous stories that skirts the line between friendship and romance. The author never truly makes clear whether Beej and Hawk ever laid hands on each other, but what she does make clear is that sex or no, their relationship is the most important one that each of them has ever had. I didn't rate this PG-13 for sexual situations because there aren't any. Instead I based the rating on a fairly graphic and incredibly well done description of PTSD. In this fic, BJ flounders after the war is over. He's uncomfortable in his old skin and his old life and the one person he truly needs has made himself unavailable. To paraphrase another commenter, I knew when I was dreading the end of the war that this fic had gotten to me. LOL You wanna see what the gold standard looks like, my friends? Read this. You will not be disappointed.