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I want to finish my formal discussion of the con with a recap of a panel that [livejournal.com profile] executrix moderated.

SLASH: GAY, QUEER, BOTH, NEITHER

Exec was the lone mod and I think she did an enviable job of directing conversational traffic flow. She stepped in with a joke, a reflection, a comment--but mostly what she did was allow the audience to speak.

This is a potentially explosive conversation. A con groups together people from all segments of fandom and society at large, and the possibility for the discussion to descend into hostilities rather than anything useful is monumental. I must say that I was impressed with the group of people attending this panel. There was passion and sincerity and seriousness but also a real effort at bridge building and communal understanding and I have to credit Exec's leadership for making that possible.

Again, this was a panel that raised more issues than it provided answers for.

One of the first things that was mentioned is the propensity of slash to elide the female characters. This is one of the things that irritates me about slash the most. Erasure of female characters does not have to be a convention of m/m slash in the same way that obliterating Angel off the face of the earth isn't necessary to make Buffy/Spike a successful ship. Demonizing, killing off, or simply neglecting to mention canon characters in order to make one's OTP more written in the stars is never cool. Never. Do the extra work and write a story with depth, with nuance, instead of taking the easy route. For many of us, the journey to that non-canonical relationship is more important than the torrid sex anyway.

Someone mentioned that the idea of slash as a genre is problematic. A sexual orientation is not a genre. I agree with this whole heartedly. Like [livejournal.com profile] alixtii, I think the descriptive power of a lot of the labels we use in fandom is pretty much nil at this point, particularly since they are often working at crosspurposes--serving on the one hand as warnings and on the other as advertisements.

Does a canon queer pairing fall under the heading of slash? Or does slash only signify canon subversion? I have to admit that when I first got into fandom, the Old Skool definitions of slash were not readily apparent to newbies and so I just assumed that slash meant same-sex attraction and behavior, regardless of canonicity.

One of the audience members cited slash as a shameful fannish activity and related anecdotal evidence of women who used posted het content to a community under one name and slash content under another in order to escape censure from friends.

WHY DON'T MORE WOMEN AND MORE QUEER WOMEN ESPECIALLY WRITE FEMSLASH???????????
Talk amongst yourselves.

Several people talked about the ways in which queer people's actual lived lives are not reflected in slash stories and there didn't seem to be a consensus on this issue. Some commenters felt like slash does a real disservice by not accurately reflecting the lives of queer people; others felt that as examples of fantasy, slash stories are not beholden to versimilitude. Still others felt like there isn't a Queer Standard of Experience with which to hold fiction up to anyway.

[livejournal.com profile] kindkit brought up the question of creating gay communities in fic. How do you create a gay community for your character without making everyone gay or writing a whole bunch of OCs?

The most important thing that I took away from this panel was something that [livejournal.com profile] callmesandy said: Write what you want, but be prepared to face the consequences. This resonates really powerfully with me. We have no censors and I am so appreciative of that. I'm glad that a wide variety of kinks and opinions get aired on the fannish stage. But by the same token, we must acknowledge that when what turns us on or makes us happy or operates as our status quo is hurtful or appropriative or misogynistic or homophobic or racist, that we can and will be called to responsiblity for what we have written by our peers. I understand that mileage on these issues varies and that true consensus is impossible. But I cannot help but applaud the activism that takes place in our microcosm of society.
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I'm back from Writercon wehre I had a fantastic time. Thanks for all the well-wishes for Josh. He's doing a lot better; it's still unclear if he has any nerve damage, but he's mobile and the pain is getting more manageable. (As a side note, somebody please write the story about realistic levels of pain for wounds. Sheppard does not just go and go and go after getting shot several times. Just saying.)

I will eventually make a more personal and namedroppy post about the social aspects of Writercon, but I wanted to start with a post about some of the panels I went to before I forget them.

IS FANDOM GONNA HAVE TO CHOKE A BITHC? LANGUAGE AND GENDER IN FANFICTION
Moderator: [livejournal.com profile] mosca
Panelists: [livejournal.com profile] enigmaticblues, Kristina Busse, [livejournal.com profile] denny_dc

This was a really good panel, and as all good weighty discussions should be, one that raised more questions for me than it answered. The panel initially proposed to talk about the language used in the source texts we fan, our own fics, and our fannish socializing and infrastructure. Unfortunately because of time constraints, the last talking point wasn't really covered. I would have loved a conversation on the implications of the language we use when we squee, when we post to comms, when we communicate outside of what our fics have to say. One of the thing things that I have noticed in my fannish interactions is a real shift toward the use of and the awareness of gender neutral pronouns, which I appreciate. Although many of us are women, I have a kneejerk negative reaction to the default assumption that fandom is a wholly feminine space because it feels very exclusionary to me. This does not mean that I do not recognize and celebrate that fandom is a place where women have created power and agency for themselves; it does mean that I am uncomfortable with the narrow definition of fandom as a community that is by, for, and about women.

Back to the panel: Who gets to use sexist language? Can women, in real life interactions and in fic, reclaim sexist language much in the same way that minorities and queer people have reclaimed words used to hurt them? And in mad props to [livejournal.com profile] alixtii for the best question asked at a panel I attended: at one point would language stop being reclamation or an accurate representation of the way a certain character acts or thinks and become mere perpetuation of the problem?

Nina talked about genderfuck stories and said some really interesting things about them.
1. They don't reflect trans reality and aren't really intended to, although that is changing.
2. If a woman is writing, they are often a form of venting about aspects of our lives that we don't like.
3. She read a quote for which I did not catch attribution and couldn't write fast enough to get all down, but essentially, the idea was that womanhood is a thing to be performed, a masquerade, and one of the draws of genderfuck is to transfer desire and expectation onto the male body (the "unmarked body"). Maybe one of y'all can link me to the actual quote used?
4. Nina also discussed the homophobia, misogyny, and heteronormativity that are often part and parcel of slash, particularly Old Skool Slash.

There was also a brief mention of We're Not Gay, and I just want to take a moment to reiterate how much I hate that trope. LOL I know it's an old stand-by for slash, but I just hate it. I think if you experience same-sex attraction and sexual activity then you are at least bisexual and possibly gay. I get that the trope is supposed to make the OTP special--what could be more special than changing one's sexual orientation, right? It's supposed to prove that they are so inevitable and magical that nothing can stand in the way of their epic LOVE, but mostly it seems to me to be a way to get two guys to have sex without acknowledging homosexuality at all. Although I have read it before and enjoyed, that enjoyment is usually despite the WNG trope rather than because of it.

[livejournal.com profile] denny_dc started her portion of the panel with a list of insulting terms, some of which I already knew like using "gay" as a perjorative. I had not realized that dreadlocks actually is a term originally used by colonizers of Caribbean peoples to describe their hair (dreadful locks).

ENOUGH KISSING, GET ON WITH THE MAIMING! GEN-FIC
Moderator: [livejournal.com profile] redeem147
Panelists: Debra Doyle (who I actually think was not there), [livejournal.com profile] general_jinjur, [livejournal.com profile] bastardsnow

This panel really made me want to read House of Leaves as SPN. Like really, really, really, really bad. Really bad.

There was a discussion of bob and gron and porny gen and I brought up queerly_gen on Dreamwidth (which only Jinjur seemed to have heard of) and essentially I thought the entire discussion was hampered by a lack of consensus about what gen really means and what its conventions are.

One of the panelists used the phrase "slash minus one" to describe stories that have slashy elements but seem very light on them or don't include sex and I think Dasha's "Salt of the Earth" was cited as an example. I think this story falls neatly into slash according to my personal definition (full discussion in comments). I also have never heard the phrase "slash minus one" and was tempted to ask during the discussion if anyone would ever use "het minus one" as a descriptor. My feeling is no. I suspect that were a story to contain a Buffy and a Spike who pined for each other and yet never consummated their relationship, that story would be called het.

IF YOU BUILD IT, THEY WILL COME: HOW THE INTERNET BUILDS COMMUNITIES AROUND FANFIC
Moderator: [livejournal.com profile] scarlettgirl
Panelists: Kristina Busse, [livejournal.com profile] shaddyr, [livejournal.com profile] kalichan, and [livejournal.com profile] versaphile

[livejournal.com profile] scarlettgirl was an excellent moderator. I mean, really really good. There was a plan and a structure and I was impressed with the way this panel worked in terms of each panelist's contribution building on the one that came before. [livejournal.com profile] shaddyr started out with an excellent discussion of pre-internet fandom, [livejournal.com profile] versaphile told us all about the vagaries of archiving (and OMG, y'all, the amount of work that goes into making fandom an accessible place for us all is astonishing), [livejournal.com profile] kalichan talked about reccing, the lovely mod discussed newsletters and what goes into maintaining a successful one (again with all the work!), and Nina finished with a discussion of OTW and how it is addressing a lot of the issues brought up in the other panelists' talks.

I've got one more panel to discuss but I think I'm calling it quits for the night. Sister-in-law is here and SHE IS AWESOME! I just introduced her to SPN and I think there's more of that on the plate for tonight. She's being too heavily influenced by Josh's opinion that Sam has cro-magnon forehead. Off to remedy that!
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1. I thought that as I finish reading (or re-reading in many cases) a book on my reading list, I'd post about it briefly as a way to track my progress and to invite conversation. Lady Audley's Secret by Mary Elizabeth Braddon and The Victorian Temper by Jerome Buckley down. Please dear gods don't let them ask me a question about Buckley. I pretty much despise Victorian poetry anyway; I adore the novels and the drama and even the prose for the most part, but the poetry makes me want to spork myself in the eye. Couple that hatred with the fact that Buckley wrote the book in 1951 and it's all homophobic and seriously Old School Academy and he just drops names, LAST NAMES!, of people without saying who they are in the text or the footnote and sometimes they're poets and sometimes they're historical figures and sometimes they're royalty. *tears out hair* Lady Audley's Secret is awesome, though. I cry every damn time I read it, just at the part I have move Xander in Shadowlands. How's that for an endorsement? Spander loves it.

2. I am teaching in a learning community (linked class situation) in the fall and the World Civ prof I'm teaching with usually has her students read a historical fiction novel and write a book review. She's looking to change up but having trouble finding a suitable book. It can cover any period from ancient Mesopotamia to the Renaissance and pretty much any culture since it's World Civ. Restrictions: not too long (250ish pages), historically accurate in the general if not the particular, and no graphic sex. Any recommendations?

3. [livejournal.com profile] lyrstzha is going to Writercon! [livejournal.com profile] executrix (who should be receiving a package soon) is right: more lyr=better event. [livejournal.com profile] lyrstzha, one of these days I will answer your email telling me that you're coming. Probably the same day that I finally return [livejournal.com profile] crazydiamondsue's phone call.

4. Eve K. Sedgwick is dead. The world is down one more incredibly intelligent person. I think somebody needs to start a conduit fic fest in memoriam. *bats eyelashes* It could even be a drabble fest. Somebody who's BNFy and not me (so that people participate LOL), PLEASE DO THIS!!!

5. I won an award for my Dr. Horrible fic! Yay!

6. Fur in My Cap by Rob Roy. Watch it. Very cool music video.

7. So. Dreamwidth. I am still ambivalent because I bought a permanent lj account and I'm comfortable here but everybody's getting an account over there (granted I have a really small flist so my value of everybody is quite different from other people's *g*) and I guess maybe I ought to anticipate the mass migration. Are the invite codes for free accounts? If they're for free accounts, I'll take one if anybody has a spare.

8. Off to spend the last little bit of my allotted, scheduled, *sob*, regimented Livejournal time making Rodney cry.
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First off, we got one of the trailers (a Brokeback spoof) we made for the Firefly film up on YouTube. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kAOY3kN1qeA. I can't watch it 'cause of my dialup, so could somebody verify that the link as I have it here works before I go put it in Writercon?

We so wanna get the movie online but we'd have to break a fifty minute movie up into 2 minute intervals for that to work with the file size limitations, which seems a suck ass way to watch it LOL

Secondly, [livejournal.com profile] lyrstzha did a DVD Commentary for my story "Rumpelstiltskin." She made me sound so freaking smart. *g* One of the very wonderful things I love about writing is that so often authors do things very much not on purpose, and I loved seeing where those things happened for this piece. I'm all glowy inside.
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1. I realized that everything I had to say about the Vampire Physiology Panel is elegantly explained in irfikos's webpage on her presentation. So no panel recap there.

2. Starbara reading still forthcoming!

3. Ray Nagin's nephew is my student this intersession.

4. Every since Josh started working days, Emma has been so mean to him. All day long when he's at work she talks about missing him and wanting to play with him and as soon as he comes home, she's all, "I only love my Mommy!" and not wanting to have anything to do with him. He's just about the best dad ever and it hurts his feelings so bad and I'm so frustrated with her. I don't know how to make her stop.

5. I feel like I oughta have some response to all the wank going on in [livejournal.com profile] writercon, but I don't have anything new that hasn't been said to add to the convo. Fandom Wank post linked for my own future reference.
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Pictures of Writercon )

If anyone wants their picture taken down, let me know.
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Con Report the First: Concerning People I Met

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Forthcoming:

1. Phone post in which I read my Joy Behar watches Star Jones Reynolds and Barbara Walters get it on drabble
2. Vampire physiology
3. Breaking writer’s block
4. Magic and science in the Jossverse
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And Lorraine signs off until Monday. I'll miss those of you I'm not going to be seeing tomorrow. *stomach flipflops* Don't you guys dare be interesting at all while we're away.

And for those of you still online before tomorrow's trip, remember to schedule in Firefly Unzipped if you can.

*waves*
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Click HERE to see the wonderful DVD cover graphic [livejournal.com profile] jjjean65 made us! It's even prettier in person. :)

Okay, here's the list of flist that want a copy of the movie that aren't going to Writercon:

[livejournal.com profile] executrix, [livejournal.com profile] jjjean65, [livejournal.com profile] sweet_exile (email your address honey), and [livejournal.com profile] lyrstzha. Anybody else?

There's about 13 of you on the flist that are going to Writercon. I'm bringing copies for each of you and then about 7 additional ones to pass out.

I know everyone's gonna be busy and there's competing activities, but I really hope to see all of you at the screening of the movie!
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We are nearly finished filming the Firefly movie!!!!!! This project has consumed hours of my life, but it has been so fun. It's gonna run about 45 minutes, I think, when we're done with it. I intend to bring lots of copies to pass out at Writercon (and anyone who ends up with a copy is free to burn as many copies of it for as many people as s/he likes), but I want to share the love with those of you who aren't gonna make the convention. So:

1. Those of you on the flist (sorry I can't extend it further; I'm a poor gal) who aren't going to Writercon but want a copy, email me your snail mail addies, or if I've already got your addy just comment here. Be advised it'll probably be a couple more weeks before we have the film ready to mail.

2. Those of you who are going to Writercon: Do you think that people would be interested in a showing of the film? If so, do you think there'll be equipment there to show it?

ETA I got the sweetest birthday card from [livejournal.com profile] crazydiamondsue. Thanks so much, sweetie. You really made me smile.

Writercon

Jan. 20th, 2006 09:22 am
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Much goodness of the Mal/Jayne variety to be found over at [livejournal.com profile] club_joss my lovelies. Only you can prevent CJ from becoming Lorraine's Forum.

Also, who is going to Writercon? I bought my tickets and want to squee a little.

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